i just watched a scene from hsm where zef was topless. right before that, i finally watched twilight. Rob pattinson was way hotter as ced diggory but ive got to admit i was kilig in some parts. other than that.. ehhh.. it was okay. it's like hsm without the music part.
i think i'm getting sick.
soo i am sick.
my colds are worse and by the looks of things, if i get a fever soon, it's most probably swine flu.. i did come from the beach, a stones throw away from that wedding by the beach which yielded 4 confirmed cases....
or there's always the sick-o weather change.
- sicksicksick
- hopes it's not swine flu
- it's not swine flu
- will go to the museum.. maybe not.
- wants to meet new people
- lazy daisy
- will spend the entire day in the theaters
- too lazy to go to the theaters
- needs to write
- needs to meet new people
it's like i'm in a balloon and i'm cutting my way out with blunt scissors
..if that makes any sense.
caught disturbia on tv. shiaaaaaa!
ALL his movies involve him getting hurt and running and getting in trouble.
but i love him still... it is time to change my desktop pic
mmmmmm 
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all this rain has def gotten me all cuckoooo fosho.
it's been a long time since i cried myself to sleep.
my heart has been so heavy.
weeds is back on monday! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY
watching transformers.. can't wait for the second one..
shia has now officially replaced zef.
dyuskolord. hindi mo pa pinagsabay.
my throat is fucking itchy! i'm about to have cough issues.
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watching the buzz. seeing hayden kho and vicki belo together as a couple makes me wanna throw up. she's like 80 years older than him.
ick.
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haller fate, what should i do now?
i am happiest when:
1) i'm the center of attention
2) i accomplish something
3) i find a hidden treasure (shop, book, dress, song, movie, etc.)
in order to achieve these, i have to...
1) whore myself out (which is totally not my nature. i don't know how the hell i'm gonna do this.)
2) finish my script... or clean my room
3) take indiana jones classes and be with shia so we could find hidden treasures together..forever.
one of the three is impossible... and it's not number 3. ha.
Hi, bb. <3
I found a golden album yet again.
So i guess i don't have to take indiana jones classes now.
I also opened my script, which i haven't opened in months. it was weird to read it, it was like it didn't come from me.
I'm also waiting for weeds and greek.
transformers is out in 2 weeks!
WHAT ARE THE FUCKING CHANCES...... I STEPPED ON A MOUSE AGAIN! TWICE! IN ONE YEAR!!
FORGIVE THE ALLCAPSERY, I CAN'T BELIEVE IT HAPPENED TO ME- AGAIN!
I was on my way to the dressing room and heard a mouse squeak. I ACTUALLY FELT ITS TAIL WHIP MY FOOT. THE SAME LEFT FOOT THAT KILLED THE FIRST ONE!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAHH!
I SCREAMED, YET AGAIN, FOR ALL IT WAS WORTH AND RAN TO MY ROOM.
OMFG.
THIS IS TOO UNBELIEVABLE!!!!!!!!!!
i'm still freaked out!!!!!
i haven't been tis drunk since cebu
i feeeeeeel good. altho i had to dirve home still.
its ok. didn't hit anything/anyone
love my frieds
esp loved wine .
mmmm
apart from the previous embarassing drunk post, i did okay.
i think.
I guess i went to photobooth to document my drunkeness last night. This pic was the most decent.
ANYWAY, i think dani told me to go to singapore yesterday. i think. or maybe i just imagined it. i don't know.
Okay, let's say i do go there. then what?
then nothing. that's what.
my friends keep saying stuff that i apparently said two nights ago.
and i don't remember shiz.
this sounds all too familiar... like i wrote a script about it before.
ah yes, how could i forget my first screenwriting genius. the morning after.
As usual, everyone is coming to you for advice. An understanding nature is a gift.
Your sign has been amply endowed with charm, the ability to persuade and an absolutely illegal amount of allure. Not surprisingly, others find those qualities irresistibly attractive, and you know that you need to be careful where you aim that charm. You know how potent it is. You've had to turn away more than one admirer who mistook your friendliness for flirting. At the moment, though, whomever you're taking romantic aim at is definitely your mark -- and you're doubly lethal at the moment, so good luck to them.
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i like what my horoscope says today. dont necessarily think it's true, i just like it.
i've been aiming my love vibes toward shia.. does that mean he's feeling it too? ahahaha! kalowka.
or.. its... 8-|
i can't sleep.
and i'm hungry.
but i wanna go sleep already so i can wake up early to catch that skydiving thing and whatnot the cadets have planned for that youth for peace hoopla theyre doing in our village.
3 days of psuedo coachella/woodstock. As in the poster said they can camp in here. Goodluck with that seeing as this is a military camp.
ANYWAY, out of the many many bands that are playing over the weekend, i only plan to see one, and theyre playing late saturday night. i hope im not too drunk by then.
i sort of promised myself i'd still go (if i catch it) just to hear them live, even if i'm alone.
but hey, i've made promises to myself that i didn't keep. so, we'll see.
i have no idea why i'm stressing about going. i can practically walk to the end of my street, set up one monobloc chair, listen to them sing for 20 mins then go back and sleep...or drink some more.
..ahh, i know. maybe because ive been dreaming of being able to attend some sort of music festival that is actually tasteful.
i'm still hungry.
happy independence day.
Woke up super early to go to the farm and help with the medical mission. When we got there, all the marine guys already had everything under control so we spent most of the morning just chatting and taking pictures of kids getting their teeth pulled out.
we had lunch and packed up to go back home when A MOTORCYCLE HIT OUR CAR. We were in no way at fault because we already stopped and he wasnt looking. that was a complete waste of 30 minutes and a good story to tell. TRULY FUNNY (for us, not for him)
got back at the house and i was OUT LIKE THERE WAS NO TOMORROW for most of the afternoon and only woke up again to go out and eat at soms with the family...and then we finally walked to the concert hoping to catch my favorite band AND GARY V!
after grabbing a banig, jax, arend and i made our way to the field and just sat there until updharma played and i stood up semi screaming. to avoid looking like a complete groupie, i just sat back down and sang their songs from where i was sitting and totally savored the awesome moment that is me amidst great music. ANYWAY, right after them was salamin, who was actually good but nothing compared to GARY V! i didn't think i would shout that much, really.
either i was starstruck, or i just finally let the gary v fan in me out of the closet, but i was enjoying everything this guy was doing!
he was such a complete entertainer, he even had duets with both his boys.
i felt like i was finally in a tasteful music festival (even for just a bit) when he and pao sang their beatles medley...only change the other audience into civilians and not actual military guys on duty.
what an awesome day.
i haven't ranted for a while.. so there are a lot of things on my mind and i actually don't know where to start. hmmm...
ah, since the tab for con-ass is already open and my thoughts from last saturday are still fresh, let's have a go at it, shall we?
1) CON-CON/CON-ASS/CHA-CHA- From what I know,(and it's not a lot) The congress passed this.. bill?...as a first step to change our constitution. The opposition thinks Gloria is behind it because she plans to run for congress in the next elections and once the whole government system has changed into a parliament, she'll run for prime minister. That's it, right?
okay.
Let's take Gloria out of the equation...i dont see what so bad about abolishing senate seats? Theyre the ones who make things worse all the time, anyway (read: HAYDEN KHO AND KATRINA HALILI IN A SENATE HEARING????) if they hadn't wasted time in all that circus someone would've probably caught wind of what the congress was doing.
ANYWAY, our laws haven't worked for us over the years, its about time to change it, to make it work for everyone!
I remember my old philo teacher. he asked us once what we thought about changing the 10 commandments, of course, i agreed. Not only because it was fun to play the devils advocate but also beacause i believe that... ehh.. how do i put it... he gave them laws that were appropriate for THAT time. Since we've all evolved and times have changed, I don't see why we can't tweak the commandments a bit so we can all move forward.
Although i have no problems with any one, except for the first, commandments and no one can actually question God, lest he smite me in the middle of an indoor swimming pool with his lighting scissors. I shall leave it at that.
What i'm trying to say is, it's been 21 years since that damned constitution and a lot has changed. PLUS, no one seems to follow it anyway. I say go for the concon/conass/chacha whathaveyou and actually try to make ths country work. The only ones afraid of change are those senators who'll be losing their kurakot money.
read for yourselves: http://notoconass.com/proposed.html
2) ART/EXPERIMENTAL FILMS THAT NO ONE UNDERSTANDS- as a screenwriter, i OBVIOUSLY value story over shot. Obviously. The primary reason why i'm even in this industry is so that i could convey a message to a lot of people.
If two out of a thousand people understand your so -called "art films," Then.. what's the point, really?
You have just wasted about 2 hours of your audience's life with unconnected scenes that don't make sense, at least to the common person.
and what use will your film be if you isolate most of the population?
a waste.
that's what it is.
It's not selling out. It's being understood.
3) WRITING EVERYDAY AS PRACTICE- I have posted once before that i was told i should write everyday. I have read tips to keep on writing too, and it said to write everyday, no matter how long or how short.
I just realized- just now that i have been writing everyday. Not really toward my script, but here. I've been writing everyday for 5 years in this site.
and it's all the practice i need.
omg, i'm knitting again.
i'll die an old maid!!!! aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!
you've got to be shitting me.
although the rain and my cup of coffee are awesome, maybe you aren't.
humor me and make it happen and we'll see at the end of the day.
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I Want To Hold Your Hand
Oh yeah, I'll tell you something,
I think you'll understand.
When I'll say that something
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand.
Oh please, say to me
You'll let me be your man
And please, say to me
You'll let me hold your hand.
Now let me hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand.
And when I touch you I feel happy inside.
It's such a feeling that my love
I can't hide, I can't hide, I can't hide.
Yeah, you've got that something,
I think you'll understand.
When I'll say that something
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand.
And when I touch you I feel happy inside.
It's such a feeling that my love
I can't hide, I can't hide, I can't hide.
Yeh, you've got that something,
I think you'll understand.
When I'll feel that something
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand.
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For some strange reason i was thinking about this song all through out the night.
ouch.
so i totally went for it, a little voice told me to wear heels today and i did.
ouch, is all i have to say and that i'm massaging my aching feet right now.
no pain no gain!!!!!!
are there any hot HOT HOT people from the industry? i mean, BEHIND camera.
ah, well there's... of course. but...
anyone who is famous from pre, prod and post?
Tarantino isn't definitely. Bruckheimer, more. Don't even get me started on Burton.
why is that?
i feel like i'm wearing a neck brace.
it totally hurts when i look around.
i have no idea whats going on!
so i totally went to the hospital. after one day of not being able to move around and a suspicious bump on my neck, my mom decided to take me to the military hospital.
it was just stiff neck with stressed muscles but i totally scored relaxants! woot woot.
right. i just sounded like a complete junkie but my neck totally hurts and i totally need those pills.
eheh
my day just ended. like.. 20 minutes ago.
went to the honda dealership thing early in the morning and drafted a few story lines, went home after lunch and chilled until dinner time when i ate with the fam at amici then sped off to music 21 and sang with the girls until midnight and then went to fiamma.
it was okay.
i'm trying to be positive here!!! i hope someones taking notes!!
Don't let your mind get weary and confused..
your will be still; don't try.
Don't let your heart get heavy, child;
inside you there's a strength that lies.
Don't let your soul get lonely, child..
it's only time; it will go by.
Don't look for love in faces, places —
it's in you; that's where you'll find kindness.
Be here.. be here now.. be here now..
be.. be here now.. be here now...
Don't lose your faith in me,
and I will try not to lose faith in you.
Don't put your trust in walls,
'cause walls will only crush you when they fall.
Be...be here now... be here now.
Be...be here now...be here now.
a year ago today i was back in cebu for a couple of days to help my friend shoot her film.
I can't believe that was 12 months ago.
It's time for some drastice change.
what a wonderful day.
I think i'm gonna go and watch the fall again today.
TRANSFORMERS TOMORROW! although i might just watch it over the weekend so arend can come in and join us too.
just came home from transformers 2...
it is what it is.
robots, running and megan fox.
ehh...
OF COURSE, story-wise it was bleeeeh. But effects and production value were amazeballs.. Hands down to the effects people, their work was insaaaaaaaniity!!!
anyway, on to the real reason i wanted to watch it, shia, my love. he was.. of course, the same as all the other movies he's done. can't complain there.Megan Fox, was there to be hot. That was it and nothing else.
to summarize, it's exactly like the first one. only 3 hours long.
let me just say that i'm one of the few who was actually relieved that he was aqcuitted for his 2005 case(s).
i've been wanting to do this post for quite sometime now because i thought it was a fairly interesting topic... and because.. i just want to, really.
from left to right:
2 Cellphones, Pink Pepper spray, red retainer container (heehee) , red cross pillbox, dooney and bourke coin purse, Nick and norahs infinite playlist, notebook, 1 Pink parker pen, 1 silver pilot pen and 1 black cheap pen, my keys to fairways, body shop lip balm, ellana lip color, messy bessy little warrior, a small spray bottle of cologne, icebreakers mint with caffeine, my floral wallet, that silver rectangle is bob ong's kapitan sino, my ipod and my moleskine notebook.
and that is why, ladies and gents, i have scoliosis. kidding.
to summarize: i have 3 ballpens, 2 notebooks, 2 novels, 2 cellphones, and 2 lipbalms all in one bag.
hmm.
now that i've thought about it, outing my slight-ocd self is not a very good idea. :s
in other news:
michael jackson is still dead and it's not some sort of sick joke they all started. :c
Also, i started reading nick and norah last night and it's the first book since the da vinci code that i couldn't stop reading. I only finally fell asleep when the rooster started to make noise... and so, my day began at around noonish. While i was reading it, i was also rehashing certain events in my life because i couldn't help but see myself in norah's shoes, mainly because we have a lot of things in common, i think....
ANYWAY, it made me realize how disgusted i am with myself and how i handled "certain past events" in my life and how they could've changed where i am now. ALthough i am not a big fan of do-overs, i still couldn't help but wonder the "what-ifs"...
oh well.
Like a comet
Blazing 'cross the evening sky
Gone too soon
Like a rainbow
Fading in the twinkling of an eye
Gone too soon
Shiny and sparkly
And splendidly bright
Here one day
Gone one night
Like the loss of sunlight
On a cloudy afternoon
Gone too soon
Like a castle
Built upon a sandy beach
Gone too soon
Like a perfect flower
That is just beyond your reach
Gone too soon
Born to amuse
To inspire to delight
Here one day
Gone one night
Like a sunset
Dying with the rising of the moon
Gone too soon
Gone too soon
I just watched angus again...
why can't that happen to meeee??
why does it seem like it happens to everyone in real life and at the movies, EXCEPT ME.
it's discrimination, i'm telling you!!!
phwoooaaaar.
ey jc, throw me a little sg just to pass this quarter of the year... pretty please.
i might just be completely paranoid or what but i think i just got bit by a dengue mosquito.
arend and i were playin frisbee in the garden and as usual, i got bit by a couple in the first minute. i didn't mind it at first because i'm usually bit anyway. i only stopped when i saw a mosquito on my forearm with black and white leggies.
8-|
i immediately went inside and washed my arms with alcohol and asked my sisters. they said not all are carriers. my mind is totally racing as i googled it. it's deffo that dengue mosquito.
i hope it's not a carrier because:
1) i CANNOT get sick esp with this upcoming gig (which happens to be a very very very very big deal)
2) i DON'T WANNA DIE
and
3) I HAVE AN UPCOMING GIG!!!!!!!!!!
i guess i won't know until i get a fever, which i hope will NEVER happen.
ahhh so i don't have the fever yet, although i was writhing in abdominal pain last night and i only got like 5 hours of sleep. but i was all better when i woke up.
ANYWAY, uhh.
i forgot.
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ah i remember.
i dl-ed the twilight audio book because i heard it was poorly written so i didn't want to make an effort to actually read it. the first time i played it, it felt like i was in stranger than ficiton, like someone was narrating my life... haha weird. i can't get past through the first chapter without freaking out.
ANYWAY, i'm totally pringles, i'm not quite sure why.
