drank with my sibs last night. hahahah total fun.
i have pentel pen writings on my arms and ankle.
although last night i felt rather throw uppy with beer, i dunno why.
i feel good about this year, don't you?
hmm..i have to write my new year goals before i forget them.
i should refrain from playing mind games.
although they are fun. i should stop.
i may have written previous post before.
ANYWAY, ate invited me to go to church. i happily declined. i am spiritual in my own way, thankyouverymuch.
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pffft. i bought my shisha grass yesterday also. i don't wanna smoke it alone.
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great. just found out that one shisha sesh equals smoking about 70 cigarettes. hmm..
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i almost died. i went to the socket to unplug my charger and i got electrocuted and swear i almost died. but probably not cause i just kinda yelped.
i also just finished:
-fixing two layers on my cabinet
-watching alice in wonderland--- it's the most trippy childrens movie i have seen- ever.
hmm..
i've also a problem with the music video thing, the editor we tapped isnt responding to anything. and the clients are already asking for the video. its really kind of a pickle cause i had no idea about it until a few days ago when v called and said she had a panic attack. not that that helps or anything. so yea.. i'm trying to squeeze something out of our editor without completely annoying him.
hmmmm...
i can now import my old stuff with AUDIO! haaay. I may have googled it about a million times and downloaded stuff to make my life easier.. but i can now edit the pf files! whoohoooohooo.
now.. all i need to learn is how to capture shiz.
yaaayicles.
heehheee forgive the amatuer editor.
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so i just lasted about 3 hours? and i haven't done any real editing other than blading the timeline and watching my 16yr-old self embarass myself and my friends. ha.
i have discovered v's blog... and have concluded that i am waaay more laid back than she is. in all accounts, whatever happens. haha
i called her awhile ago and she sounded like she just cried the entire night. but she just said she had just woken up. I'd wanted to suggest that she take a day off or two but decided against it because she might shout at me. i totally understand all the up-tightness.. just couldn't help but think of what I would do in the situation.
I'd probably spend a day at the parlor and sleep in.
i may be a little too passive-aggressive for my own good.
i resolve to be more transparent and less passive-aggressive this year.
i just finished watching slumdog millionaire.
its so good it made me feel warm and fuzzy and throw uppy all at the same time.
AAAHHHH! i just burnt my retinas!!!!
i stumbled into v's blog again. AAAAH MY EYEEEESSSSSS.....
although, i've heard of p and cho talking about those pictures before.. i just...well.. why me??
i wanted to meet with my cebu friends for dinner tomorrow, but i don't remember if i sent them a message or not. and it doesn't help that my phone doesn't save sent messages.
my memory is completely abysmal.
i'm also THINKING about entering that berlin thing for 2010. Why not right? it's for my writing shizzz.
but anyway, i have to have a full feature script finish to submit... sooo...
I. HAVE. TO. WRITE.
if i can remember..
..i think.
i don't know why i thoroughly enjoy waking up to rain... or rain in general.
anyway, yes.. i woke up to rain and i feel absolutely good.
also, I DID send my cebu friends a message last night, v replied just this morning. ALTHOUGH the others not replying calls for a total bitch fit, i shant let that bother my fabulosity. HA.
...what else. i wanna get my nails done.
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I WILL START WRITING OKAY? shut up, annoying inner voice that won't leave me alone.
he can't read my poker face
lalala
Let’s go to a rave and behave
like we’re tripping simply ’cause
we’re so in love
funny hat
shiny pants
all we need for some romance
go get dolled up and I’ll pick you up
there’s no line for you and me cuz tonight
we’re v.i.p.
I know somebody at the door
I see that twinkle in your eye
you shake your ass and I just die
let’s check our coats
and move out to the floor
when I’m dancing with you
tomorrow doesn’t matter
turn the music up
til the windows start to shatter
cuz you’re the only one who can get me on my feet
and I can’t even dance
look at me
silly me
I’m as happy as could be
I have a girl who thinks I rock
and tomorrow there’s no school
so let’s go drink some more red bull
and not get home til about
6 o clock
when I’m dancing with you
tomorrow doesn’t matter
turn the music up
til the windows start to shatter
cuz you’re the only one who can get me on my feet
and I can’t even dance
everybody here is staring
at the outfit that you’re wearing
love it when they check you out
cover’s only 20 bucks
and even if the dj sucks
it’s time to turn this mother out
when we’re together
when we’re together
there’s no tomorrow
there’s no tomorrow
there’s no one in the world
but you and me
just you and me
you and me
-Orson
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Love love love this song! until now! i remember dancing like crazy to this 3 years ago.
this year is going to be a BLAAAST!
can't write more for anti jinxing reasons. but YAAY YAAAAY YAAAAAAAY!
somebody from the industry told me that writing alone cannot support my lifestyle...
That you do it for your soul, and if you want to write something "electrifying", you get burnt out quickly.
i can't wait. 
all i have to find now is a rich papa to marry then i would have the cake and eat it too. haha
spent lunch at sassaj's house and met ryza's new bf. eehh.. he bored me to tears that i was doing whatever i could to keep my eyes from closing. AND it doesn't help that he's not attractive at all. Mean, i know. It isn't my fault that i am a visual person.
ANYWAY, yesterday was such a blur i'm lazy to write it all down. To summarize: ALL meetings in one day. A little pain in the ass here and there but all in all, it was good.
good.
i love the chilly weather btw. looove it.
its already 1:20am and i still couldn't sleep. i'm thinking because:
a) i have a lot of things on my mind that happened and should write down, or
b) i have fucked up my body clock again.
alright.
When we were at amici buying lunch a while ago, i blurted out that i wanted to get set up with dani's cute cousin mainly for comedic purposes (i promise). Little did i know that sassa would actually remember it, 2 hours later. I can't even believe she remembered that i once liked julio- 6 years ago!! and i only mentioned it to her ONCE!! once when she wasn't even paying so much attention. ayayayay.
I'm scared she might actua- you know what? why not.
id like some tuna and skyflakes right about now.
Nilibot na ang buong mundo di parin ako nakukuntento
Makakahanap ng ipapalit nang walang babala
lumipas ay nagbabalik pala
naliilto na ako, hini na dapat ganito.
nakraan ay natapos at napagdaana na
bakit na sisindak pa sa tuwing naaalala
matatauhan na wala ka na pala.
Ako sila'y nandito na ikaw nalang ang kulang
anong lunod o lalim bat di nalang lumutang
anong pait ang matamis at aking susubukan
anong silbi ang narito kung di mo na kailangan
hindi nga nagtagal ang pagpapanggap na to
kaliwa at kanan harap at likod ano mang anggulong titigan
ay bumibigay ako
wala na bang makpapantay at di na dapat pang maghintay ako lang ba ang nagkasala?
kumakapit sa natitirang sana
kung babalik ka pa hanggan kailan kaya
ako dito mag aaban na madugtong na ang patlang
ang kulang ay mapupunan wala nang makakhadlang
wala na yatang hihigit sa pangunglila ko
iba na bang nagbibigay ng maa kailangan mo
-updharmadown
must.not.smoke.shisha.alone.
i'm totally cold and i'm tempted to smoke so the coal can act as a mini fireplace..- okay, lame excuse. but my pipe is just sitting there taunting meeee!
.. or i'll just drink rhum and that can warm me up inside.
i've officially fucked up my body clock.
what to do.. what to do...
this is the fourth time i'm gonna try and post the same blog.
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see now i don't remember what i wanted to say.
baaaaaah
had dinner with fpg sans dani at serendra. twas really nice catching up with them.
its 7am. i woke up at 6:30. This casting thing is stressing me out, i couldn't get a good nights sleep. I shouldn't be stressing out actually, everything is planned and ready to go.. i dunno. baaah.
im gonna need a big big big cup of coffee.
what a long day.
picked up ivy, v and kuya on separate locations. TRAFFIC EVERYWHERE! drove to abscbn through manila! a first! Also got caught at the quiapo area for "swerving". They did not give me a ticket of course because i refused to give them bribe. They got frustrated and let me go. HA. assholes
drove around the abscbn area doing my PM work. left kuya and v to casting.
drove back to soms to eat good thai food with the girls and ate eric.. then to f to pick up arend and then hung out there to drink beer and eat dessert. then back here
i had soo much fun with everyone but i'm gonna fucking faint in a few second
aaaahhahahha i couldn't even type the last s on my previous entry.
i slept well after that... tyce and i still exchanged stories of how our days went.
walked around makati in the morning. not because i wanted to. went to don bosco to drop off arend for his soccer game then walked to F word to open for the carpenters then to the legazpi market to buy breakfast then back to f to actually eat breakfast, walked back to don bosco to watch arends game. after, went to sonya's at tagaytay to eat late lunch for the rents' anniversary. slept all the way to the lot were supposed to move to once dad retires. also saw the airship thing were launching for our upcoming company i'm supposed to manage .
phew.
then went to marketmarket to buy a few things and then went home and watched horton hears a who! ...
ericflan just emailed me a rough sched of things to do for the week, i totally have no issues with it, just how he wrote it in the third person. heehee. funnicles.
ANYWAY, i plan to hit as many birds as i can with one stone. First in the list, to get my nails done. kidding. but yes, somewhere in that list.. to get my nails done.
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btw, i appreciate the restrain.
let me take a deep breath. I think, this week- no! this first quarter of the year will be very VERY VERY VERY busy.
1) nyu shoot
2) airship
3) another screenwriting grant due on march 1st
4) desire
5) indiemand (which will change because v doesn't like the name anymore.
and it's not like all of these only need a week or so to get done...
goodgoodgoodgood.
calm before the crazy.
uhhh.
alright.
i totally don't know what's happening with the nyu shoot. I don't know if i'm doing too much, or if my efforts aren't enough, or even if it'll push through.
or.... I DUNNO.
so i spent most of my day calling and visiting some call center schools who were actually very friendly and accommodating. just when i thought i was finally on the right track, and when i was about to report to my boss, he calls me first to say that everything is okay, that the director had already found a location and that i should just stand by...
so i go out to meet with sas dani and mika for dinner and drinks.
i come home to an email from the producer. nothing major, just the new contact list.
i dunno. i feel iffy about it. GHHHAAD. i'm all pringles and shiz.
..it might just be my hormones. i hope i get it before the shoot.
The producer is totally more laid back than V.
although of course i have to keep my cool with this because she gets me projects. MAYBE, theyre not giving me as much work because they don't want me to be in their crew. 
Which is semi-okay because i need time to write for the march deadline. BUT! i need raket money. I only have a few more crisp pesos in my christmas envelope.
went to quiapo. they don't have the rollei i want.
and vintage albert martinez, snooky serna, sharon cuneta, maricel soriano, dina bonevie, and all the other tweenie movies circa 1970s..
guilty pleasure du jour.
<3
ANYWAY, ate din din at amici. WONDERFUL! i also talked with V, i'm totally not praningles. its them! its the nyu group! they don't know how to work work. It's insanicles. V and erica are also praningles about it, maybe less than i am but pringles nonetheless.
i can breathe a little.
aaah! i totally dreamt of shia labeouf. ahahah
we were at our old village. I left the house with our guitar hero console. my mom asked me where i was going... i said shia invited me to play guitar hero with him.
when i got there, my entire family and jackie m. were already piling in. Their maid called him down and i remember pouncing (yes, pouncing) on him as soon as he got to the living area. For the entire day (or the duration of the dream) i was all sweet and touchy touchy with him. Before we left i was hoping for a goodbye kiss but when he was about to, he stopped and gave me a sly smile.
i remembered thinking that he knew what to do to keep me around.
why hullo hawtness.
omg. i'm soo totally gonna dream of him again tonight.
mmmmmmmmmmm :}
i swear to god this film better be fucking fantastic
it's over. and i think i'm getting sick. I'm totally gonna miss them. definitely not ericflan but eugene and the others. theyre actually okay to work with. i was fun while it lasted.
at least i have friends to bother when i go to singapore.
