SUNKISSED BRONZED PERFECTION

nung naginuman tayo
masaya ka masaya din ako
nung barkada ko at nang barkada mo
lagi na lang tayong tinutukso

ilang bote lang ang lumipas
ang hirap mo nang makausap
mapungay na ang iyong mga mata
ang paligid ay maingay na

tatlong beses mong ikinuwento
nung madapa ka jan sa may kanto
limang ulit kang nalito
kung ano ang pangalan ko

pero biglang nawala ang amats ko
nung madulas ang dila mo
hindi makapaniwala ang teynga ko
nung biglang sabihin mo

masarap ka palang kausap
buong maghapon o magdamag
alam mo ba ang sikreto ko
matagal na kitang gusto

pagkatapos ng isang linggo
binantayan ko mga kilos mo
tinanong ko ang mga kabarkada mo
wala akong nakuha kahit ano

tatlong beses kong pinagisipan
baka nagpapakipot ka lang
limang ulit kong sinabi sa sarili
ganyan talaga ang babae

kayat biglang nawala ang duda ko
nadulas lang ang dila mo
hindi makapaniwala ang teynga ko
noong sinabi mo

masarap ka palang kausap
buong maghapon o magdamag
alam mo ba ang sikreto ko
matagal na kitang gusto

di ko na mapigilan
kailangan kong malaman
tinulungan kitang aminin
ang matagal mo nang inililihim

tatlong beses mo akong minura
sa harap ng iyong barkada
limang beses na nabasag ang puso ko
nung sabihin mong ang kapal mo

kaya biglang nawala ang amats ko
nakagat ko ang dila ko
hindi makapaniwala ang teynga ko
sa mga sinabi mo

ang labo mo palang kausap
kapag may beer ka lang matapat
kahit maubos ang pera ko
maginuman na lang tayo

sana magubos na ang pulutan
at tapos na ang mga kwentuhan
pag simot na ang laman ng bote ko
sanay mahal mo ulit ako

-parokya ni edgar

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akalain mo nga namang may ganitong kanta. haha

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hahaha free-account whore. i really just wanted to write it here just in case i forget.

when one of you gets tired of the game.

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peppy turns one tomorrow.

like saving sally.

really.

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savingsally.com

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V and I  were talking last night about future projects. one of them was sally, of course. i like it, it feels new and neil gaiman-esque. i <3. it also helps that marty is extra cute.

got my paycheck whohooooooooooooooooooooo.

i was supposed to get it last friday but my uber-brills ex co officemate down at furball decided not to inform that my check was ready.

that bitch.

i swear she's a total waste of space.

ANYWAY, good vibes, good vibes... whossaaah.

i am 8k richer for a weeks worth of work. not bad i say, not bad at all. I should invest it and save it up, huh?

after i buy myself something nice.

lalala

helping tyce for peps party tomorrow.

-so i cut up about 1000000000 (100) thank you cards and attached them to about the same number of yellow baggies,

-painted a billion (3) posters...

-uh...

you know what actually, i haven't really done a lot. ehe.

just got home from a meeting with v, kev, and norm. but i got there too late and the clients were gone. so i just drank. tough.

ANYWAY, max and don followed. and then kev left. so if you do the math there were 5 of us. OF COURSE V would entertain Norm. and max will.. well, whatever Don. i mean, max and i were talking for most of the night but there were times that they would be talking to their respective love teams.

I'm USUALLY not bothered at all.. but this time, i don't know.

What did i do? left early and got myself french fries.

talk about carb loading. ive been for the past n days btw.

it most probably is THAT time of the month.. if not, well i'm gonna have to starve myself next week.

title irrelevant. i just ate a cube of light cheese.

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we went to green hills a while ago and ate at this chinese restaurant. one foot in and you can already smell the msg.

i laaavvv it. 

then again you can expect that about 3 seconds after swallowing my last bite i was already sleeping.

it was too good a sleep to disturb so i cancelled my trip to v's house. i actually don't even remember cancelling it. next thing i know, i was in my bed at home and when i checked my phone i read v's message saying it was okay.

i sleep like a fucking log.

especially after yummy msg meals. ahaha.

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i have to start reading and editing these scripts! although when i get to it, i get it done in less than 5 hours.. but... i just have trouble starting it.

the story of my life. grar.

or anything like that but i just finished what i had to do. (yes, read and note on a feature outline and note a short script) in less than... 1.30!

oh. yay is me.

i'm such a dork.

i'm also contemplating on whether or not to eat pancit canton. hmmmm...

mom and i are going to the states in about a month or so. and were gonna stay long enough for thanksgiving! yayness. i looooove.

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motherfucking flying ipis keeps popping up. i have a can of baygon right beside me but i can't find it now, after ive gone out of the room screaming like a little girl.

ANYWAY, yes.. i plan to meet cebu friends who are abroad

MOTHERFUCKING COCKROACHES! i don't know why theyre all out tonight.

aaah. its stormy..

ghad. i forgot to say decaf- AGAIN.

la la la

line producing this music video thing. its not so bad really. at least v and i are working together. we have to find some sort of space to shoot at. Plan B.

Plan A is at the gym here.

we also have to look for some sort of green screen paint.. cause the artists are frigging cheap we have to diy it.

NOT COMPLAINING. just saying.

well. got home from cubao ex. went to michi's fashion show first. SUPER NICE! so proud of my friends theyre all sooo good.

ANYWAY, shared LOTS of laughs and stories with raf, mika and jason.

<3

sometimes people don't admit things because they don't like the way it sounds.

-satc

no cable. thus, this entry.

was FORCED to read it. (no, not reallly but cmon)

read a former schoolmates blog in facebook:

1) grammar check please

2) TOO MUCH DRAMA! I mean, when we were there we had our share of issues and rumors and shit but at the end of the day if you didn't like the person, you don't talk to him.

that's it.

you don't try to patch shit up or what not, you don't like him/her, they don't like you back. plain and simple. no blogs, no rumors, no hassle.

i'm so glad i'm out of there.

its been going on actually, my mini feed is flooded cause of their nonsense.

la la la.just ranting.

book fair's so-so.

pmsing. it's 2:26pm. more than half of the day done and i've managed to:

1) drink my share of caffeine

2) semi-molest the cosmo boys 

3) re-visit my ex-he-doesn't-know-yet-boyfriend in the form of music videos because i was too lazy to reach for the remote and change channel

4) avoid work-related things (which is B-A-D, but i'm hormonal and i'm acting on impulse and i plan to stick by my decision-even if it bites me in the ass soon)

5) curse all the known gods and godesses of pain

i have yet to:

1) eat

2) actually work

3) change the channel. ciara sotto is singing. erlack.

someone told me its a hundred days till christmas.

I LOVE!

yay yay yay. i loooove that season :D

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last night v and i hung out at fword with ate and kuya hatch. we opened up the topic of needing to find a space to lease. we need an office at the very least.. we don't even have a name. but that's a different story. so yea, we were talking about renting a house and converting it into our office. there would be rooms to sleep on for all-nighters etc etc. ANYWAY, ive been obssessing over the idea of building an actual company.

i'm already trying to build an empire while other people my age are partying.

I tried to do handstands for you
I tried to do headstands for you
Everytime I fell on you yeah everytime I fell
I tried to do handstands for you
But everytime I fell for you
I'm permanently black and blue,

permanently blue for
you

I tried to do handstands for you
I tried to do headstands for you
Everytime I fell on you yeah everytime I fell
I tried to do handstands but everytime I fell for you
I'm permanently black and blue, permanently blue for

You-ooo
For you-ooo
So black and blue-oooo
For you-ooo

Man verse:
I grabbed some frozen strawberries so I could ice your bruisy knees
But frozen things they all unfreeze and now I taste like
All those frozen strawberries I used to chill your bruisy knees,
Hot July ain't good to me
I'm pink and black and blue

I got bruises on my knees for you
And grass stains on my knees for you
Got holes in my new jeans for you
Got pink and black and blue

Got bruises on my knees for you
And grass stains on my knees for you
Got holes in my new jeans for you
Got pink and black and blue for

You-ooo
For you-ooo
So black and blue-ooo
For you-oooo

-chairlift

a wee bit tipsaaaay.

drank this mai tai muay thai?? drinkage from fword.

yowza

wasn't even supposed  to drink tonight!

ahaha

margarita fores and philippine tatlers eic went in there and promised to come back tomorrow!

yaay for them!

totally no recollection of:

-writing previous entry

-going home last night

-how i got this fuuuckin headache.

ghaaaaaaaad

okay, i remember HOW i got it.. just things after that i can't.

i guess i was more than tipsy last night.

oi

well.

taking a breather while some shits printing.

CALL TIME TOMORROW AT 6AM!  

ghad.

tired still. surprisingly.

16 hour day yesterday.

spent the 16th hour crouched on the comfy chair trying to get rid of my migrane

was surprised i was able to drive home.

tiring but definitely addicting. its not good.

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how the hell can i apply my "out of sight, out of mind" theory when i keep on seeing him.

Came from a 9 hour road trip from Ilocos. Left Sunday morning.

Lola's not well. The doctors said to "say goodbye" already.

My dad also said to prepare ourselves for anything this week.

the long drive was not very good for me. not good.

With work done and my mind very idle, you can expect that i mentally rewinded the last 3 years of my life.

again, not good.

so much progress ruined by an ipod playlist and the typhoon nina.

im this close to grabbing the tostitos.

i really, technically don't have anything to wallow about. Im just getting upset yet again.

i'm done with my week so i'm not hormonal or anything crazy like that.

as stated previously, i was just given the opportunity to...  t    h    i    n    k

let's just say that the masses should be thankful that im not drinking right now.

i've got my work cut out for me this month. At the top of my list are:

1) Incorporate (includes all that business things that i don't understand and looking for an office and actually moving in.)

2) Write (for that grant i wanna get my greedy little hands on before november)

...

i HOPE to finish it before Oct. 25th.

kamusta.

Moving just keep moving
'til I don't know what I'm saying
I've been moving so long
The days all feel the same

Moving just keep moving
Well I don't know why to stay
No ties to bind me
No reasons to remain

Got a low low feeling around me
And a stone cold feeling inside
And I just can't stop messing my mind up
Or wasting my time

There's a mow low feeling around me
And a stone cold feeling inside
I've got to find somebody to help me
I'll keep you in mind

So I'll keep moving just keep moving
Well I don't know who I am
No need to follow
There's no way back again

Moving keep on moving
Where I feel I'm home again
And when it's over
I'll see you again

Got a low low feeling around me
And a stone cold feeling inside
And I just can't stop messing my mind up
Or wasting my time

There's a mow low feeling around me
And a stone cold feeling inside
I've got to find somebody to help me
I'll keep you in mind

-Supergrass

yummicles. i had my merienda of red egg and tomato. love. heart attack in 3-2-1...

also watching an ishmael bernal flick. starring a young vilma and christopher. love times 2.

visited sassaj's new house too. BIG. expensive. but BIG. super nice and easy to get to. i'd be frequenting her office a lot for hang outtage factor.

But before all of that we had brunch at pancake house high st. (love times 100) ANYWAY, we had an interesting talk. She's about to tread the SAME road that she did with Jollibee a couple of months back.I basically told her to forget the guy and squash her feelings.

this film is crazy. its all about moving in with the guy and her being oppressed and shiz and she's taking it! *rolling my eyes*

i seriously think i was some sort of feminist leader/witch/rockstar in my past life.

So i totally forgot.

When i was shooting my thesis, bigfoot tv interviewed me. I totally thought they were just shooting for.. uhh experimental purposes and they were gonna throw the tape shortly after realizing i wasn't very interesting to talk to.

I was bored. and being the self absorbed girl i am, i googled myself.

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I have yet to finish watching the clip. I've gotten to about.. 0:03.

I can't even watch my own thesis and to discover an interview about it.

KAMUSTA, GOD?

ahahah love bubble gang. ;p

its actually very good.

might have just given me a story idea- finally.

Was my most said line tonight. Had to ward off them unwanted boys. (not)

Finally scratched that dancing itch with v and max. went to heirarchy.

pros:

-got free drinks the entire night

-probably got a free surfing lesson

-an invite to that dot mov night

-evidence of v dancing like a hooker

-++points for my self esteem? (not that i needed level up points for my self esteem)

cons:

-met that hollywood bootcamp dude, miguel? and when he "found out" "all" of us had "boyfriends" he was all, "so you just went out to flirt with guys?...mga babae naman nga talaga oh."

I couldn't help but feel bad even though he was obviously referring to max who was uninterested and v who was dancing all over him.

-feet hurts (note to self: never wear high heeled boots when dancing. especially because youre taller than most of the population in the club)

-cigarette scented hair. ick.

-no voice

-- (the next day)

-hair still smells like smoke after n times of shampooing.

-headache (not from alcohol, from sleeping late)

uhmm. that's pretty much it. there was this cute dude but he was with his hooker.

I left early too. V was still molesting miguel and max was eyeing the crowd.

was a very productive day for the cortez':

woke up at around 10ish to leave for tagaytay.

had lunch at the riviera.

visited the bee farm and bought lots of goodies that i don't need.

went to pink sisters.

visited jm at laguna.

bought groceries for dinner.

had dinner.

made monsters for halloween decor.

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yummicles. i bought a peppermint aromatherapy oil thing at the bee farm. my room now smells like christmas. I LOVE!

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I was shuffling through my songs and i came across this song:

adieu to my pretend readers for i decided that today, i will start and finish my synopsis.

i promise not to leave the house without a grant-ready story.

ahah

right.

I have approximately 20 so-so days till i leave for the states, the same number of days i have to complete this.

here i go

I have notes for the outline

at least.

It's a fresh new story.

It's time to sleep on it.

i have in my lap the bylaws for the company.

its not like were registered or whatever yet, we have to fill it out and return it.

i skimmed through it.

I'm scared.

i mean, ive seen it before, ive signed one before- for my familys business.

But this particular bunch of papers...this is mine. This is ours.

it's been a while since i was scared like this... butterflies in my stomach, losing my appetite, fingers shaking. If i recall correctly, the last time i felt like this, was my first day in cebu.

it's the good kind of scared, yea?

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5 hours later

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oh diba.

Mom and I were just talking over breakfast..

apparently, lola opened her eyes after we left.

shortly after, she was sent home.

hahaha

she's such a fighter.

had an alone day at the mall. it's been a while since i did that last.

got my wendys and watched stepbrothers alone. not really that funny, was expecting more from will ferrel.

hmm. so so day. still thinking about my ending.

the ateneo bonfire was in the news.

they had it to celebrate for their recent victory at the uaap.

it's a once in a lifetime opportunity, obviously. that's why it's such a big deal.

the victory, i mean.

;p

it got boring, seriously. year after year, we bring home the trophy. I guess it's time to let the eagles lick it before we savagely hunt them down next year.