Entries for August, 2008

August 2nd, 2008

caffeinated high

been weaning myself off of the internet for the past couple of days.

Not my choice really, there's no internet at home yet again and most of the time im lazy to drive off to a wifi hotspot. Plus, ive realized that ive been living on the net since i got home from cebu. So, yea. time to get off my feet and do some REAL living. i've also realized that there came a point where it was unhealthy for me already.

yea.. ive gotten crazy and shiz because of the freakin internet. so... yuhh.. ill try.

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its also been a year since we first met.

ghad, time flies fucking fast.

happy birthday.

Posted by angelfyre_bubi at 02:34 PM | criticize please

August 4th, 2008

weeds withdrawal

well, internets back on. i'm still gonna try and NOT go online as often as i did.

 

but right now weeds has a new epsiode and i'm gonna watch it.

Posted by angelfyre_bubi at 10:02 PM | criticize please

August 6th, 2008

ay naku

well, you know how ive been keeping my thesis from the public eye, right? well i have.

i gave a copy to my actress. she posted it on her multiply for everyone to see. It was, "too good to keep hidden" apparently.

haayayayayay.

 

Posted by angelfyre_bubi at 12:56 AM | criticize please

August 7th, 2008

people are so self absorbed with themselves that they forgot all about me.

Posted by angelfyre_bubi at 12:10 AM | criticize please

August 8th, 2008

ehe

ate ro just gave me a story idea for that 7 day script challenge thing.

a stoner idea!

hahai actually quite like it.

although id need some research... ;p

 

Posted by angelfyre_bubi at 11:48 AM | criticize please

August 9th, 2008

crossroads

The Bottom Line

It's important to keep balance in life, but don't beat yourself up if you can't.

In Detail

It's definitely important to keep a balance in your life, but don't beat yourself up if you just can't do it, today. Sometimes you get into phases where all you want to do is relax -- and sometimes you get into phases where all you want to do is work. It's not the end of the world. You can't force yourself to mix things up if you just don't feel like it. Cut yourself some slack and don't try to be perfect. No one expects it of you, so why would you expect it of yourself?


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well, sas just kinda offered me an.. offer..  i had to keep myself from saying 'yes, id like that' one million times. i hope she remembers it.

im totally idle. and everyone knows that's dangerous grounds.

im totally not settling.

just waiting for God's antannae to catch the lighting.. so i can already overflow.

until then.. i'm playing chocolatier.

 

sloth

i have to be somewhere. to preprod for this shoot.

but im totally lazy.

i am hibernating from my cebu friends.

it KIND OF rattles me because its work. and its filled with possibilities.

I don't want people to think i'm just lazy. i mean, right now i am. But when i get to work, no one can stop me.

im just having trouble kick starting it.

fuck.

 

Posted by angelfyre_bubi at 05:17 PM | criticize please

August 10th, 2008

tulad ng dati

I've been wanting to watch that movie ever since it won. tonight i was lucky enough to have enough money to afford it.


the shots were schizo

the pd was mediocre

the cuts were obvious


but i bawled at the ping medina sequence.

It's a simple story,really. Someone learning to finally let go. Fortunately, that message was able to go through the screen. Not as strong as i hoped, but it was there. and honestly, i think they might have just won out of the judges respect.

Actually, i think it was more of a homage to pinoy rock bands.

It may not be the BEST movie i've ever seen, but its one of the few ill never forget.

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"meron akong tanong, kung ang tao may nawawala, anong ginagawa?

hinahanap.

kung hindi mahanap?

pinapalitan.

kung hindi mapalitan?

kinakalimutan.

huling tanong, kung ang nawawala hindi mo mahanap, mapalitan at makalimutan..?

tinatanggap."

-from the movie

lovesit.

mothafucka

motherfucking hangover. my head is fucking throbbing everytime i fucking blink.

no, no, i wasn't at a party. it started with a beer and then followed by 2 glasses of flavored vodka. i forgot it was vodka and drank it like juice. alas, my state right now. fuck.

 

Posted by angelfyre_bubi at 10:37 AM | criticize please

August 11th, 2008

super

who the helll can write a tv script overnight?

me.

its not the best, but its a tv script when you need it to be.

it's still not done and theyre going into production AS I WRITE.

talk about lack of pre-prod.

ANYWAY, i'm eating this daing. i dunno what it is. its fucking good. it  might even replace my all-time favorite danggit.

lalala

writing writing writing.

ferosh!

guess who i met today?

No, not Ping Medina. If I met him today I'd be typing, "MOTHAFUCCKKKAAAA!!! I MET PING MEDINAAAAA!!"

..but i didn't, so i won't. Besides, if i met him id already be forcing myself to sleep so i could dream of our meeting.

ANYWAY, i met someone BETTER! I was at the Urban Tribe shoot right? I met one of the producers of Tulad ng Dati. I totalled 'fessed up about how i bawled like a friggin baby with the teddy sequence. I had to prevent myself from kissing his feet.

lovesit.

 

Posted by angelfyre_bubi at 11:47 PM | criticize please

August 14th, 2008

omfg

OMFG!!!! PING MEDINAAA!!! faint faint faint a million times faint.

okay, i didn't MEET him. but i stood a good 5 minutes beside him at the saguijo bar.

omfg omfg omfg.

i can't stop smiling and giggling like a fucking school girl.

I HAVE TO COMPOSE MYSELF FOR THE NEXT TIME WE MEET, I SHALL TALK TO HIM! (after a few beers and that jager bull mike was drinking)

OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SERIOUS.

today, was fucking awesome.

FUCKING AWESOME.

i can seriously die right now.

although v and i got lost a couple of times, and we almost ran out of gas, ITS ALL SOOOO WORTH IT.

omfg. omfg. omfg.

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. god. i'm fucking kilig. its driving me insane. 

starstruck much?

omfg.

 

lovesit. :p

happy happy happy. and not just about that ;p

 

August 15th, 2008

lalala

lalalalalalala.

i went out for ice cream and coffee with raf and sas.

 

i feel weird.

 

Posted by angelfyre_bubi at 12:02 AM | criticize please

August 16th, 2008

day 1

on set.

with -not my team.

its... different. refreshing.

but i miss them

Posted by angelfyre_bubi at 05:34 PM | criticize please

August 18th, 2008

Feels like filmschool

its a little slow right now. just a little bit. a few minutes to breath, waiting for the food to arrive.

my boss called her house on the company phone. her little boy answered.

20 minutes later, she's still talking. to her husband this time.

she was making jokes about how she only sees her family through the internet now.

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i know what im getting into.

I WANT THIS.

i do.

Posted by angelfyre_bubi at 08:05 PM | criticize please

August 22nd, 2008

day 7

Im still alive.

 

just in case anyone was wondering.

Posted by angelfyre_bubi at 01:33 PM | criticize please

August 24th, 2008

8)

the world is getting smaller. serious.

ANYWAY, jobby dunzo. yesterday, officially. it was okay. I met people i needed to meet for the future, got contacts and shiz. 2 days no sleep, tried to get it back today. slept for most of the day. the weather was very cooperative. rainy and cool. ahlavet.

uhm. just that. that last week went by super fast.

i want beerage

Posted by angelfyre_bubi at 10:08 PM | criticize please

August 25th, 2008

weeeeeeeee

after:

a beer..

a glass of pepper chocolate vodka..

miley cyrus' 7 things..

my cholesterol infused salad sans the regular vinegar- saved by balsamic...

minco's text confirming that i should get back to work...

a bowl of melted cadbury chocolate which i licked with my fingers..

stories with my sisters..

 

i still can't write about that friggin car.

 

 

Posted by angelfyre_bubi at 01:11 AM | criticize please

August 26th, 2008

ghad

i just have to let this out cause its the first thing i saw when i woke up a while ago.

"reens, tapos mo na?"

WTF. we just talked about the outline last night!

i may have awed a couple of people with my vendoscripting skills but CMON! give the girl a friggin break.

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crap. i just said ill give her a draft tonight

guhreat.

i really should get paid for this.

--

GAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

She just told me to think of her and ryan.

and i was all, "i don't think i can write with that peG"

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

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here goes nothing.

Posted by angelfyre_bubi at 11:29 AM | criticize please

August 27th, 2008

it hasn't been easy

just so you know.

but i'm trudging along.

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it ALSO hasn't been easy writing a script about a story i haven't really thought about. or actually really like for that matter.

ghad.

i was able to write about a page and a half thanks to my good friend sanmiglight.

August 28th, 2008

happy place

I was just cleaning through my balikbayan box (yes, from Cebu and yes, 2 months later) and I found old things from my old room in casa. i heart it loads. It was just funny that an entire years worth of.. everything could fit into one box.

I also found the Dr. Seuss book tyce gave me for graduation. I love reading it over and over again.

Oh, the Places You'll Go!

Congratulations!
Today is your day.
You're off to Great Places!
You're off and away!

You have brains in your head.
You have feet in your shoes
You can steer yourself
any direction you choose.
You're on your own. And you know what you know.
And YOU are the guy who'll decide where to go.

You'll look up and down streets. Look 'em over with care.
About some you will say, "I don't choose to go there."
With your head full of brains and your shoes full of feet,
you're too smart to go down any not-so-good street.

And you may not find any
you'll want to go down.
In that case, of course,
you'll head straight out of town.

It's opener there
in the wide open air.

Out there things can happen
and frequently do
to people as brainy
and footsy as you.

And when things start to happen,
don't worry. Don't stew.
Just go right along.
You'll start happening too.

OH!
THE PLACES YOU'LL GO!

You'll be on your way up!
You'll be seeing great sights!
You'll join the high fliers
who soar to high heights.

You won't lag behind, because you'll have the speed.
You'll pass the whole gang and you'll soon take the lead.
Wherever you fly, you'll be the best of the best.
Wherever you go, you will top all the rest.

Except when you don' t
Because, sometimes, you won't.

I'm sorry to say so
but, sadly, it's true
and Hang-ups
can happen to you.

You can get all hung up
in a prickle-ly perch.
And your gang will fly on.
You'll be left in a Lurch.

You'll come down from the Lurch
with an unpleasant bump.
And the chances are, then,
that you'll be in a Slump.

And when you're in a Slump,
you're not in for much fun.
Un-slumping yourself
is not easily done.

You will come to a place where the streets are not marked.
Some windows are lighted. But mostly they're darked.
A place you could sprain both you elbow and chin!
Do you dare to stay out? Do you dare to go in?
How much can you lose? How much can you win?

And IF you go in, should you turn left or right...
or right-and-three-quarters? Or, maybe, not quite?
Or go around back and sneak in from behind?
Simple it's not, I'm afraid you will find,
for a mind-maker-upper to make up his mind.

You can get so confused
that you'll start in to race
down long wiggled roads at a break-necking pace
and grind on for miles across weirdish wild space,
headed, I fear, toward a most useless place.
The Waiting Place...

...for people just waiting.
Waiting for a train to go
or a bus to come, or a plane to go
or the mail to come, or the rain to go
or the phone to ring, or the snow to snow
or waiting around for a Yes or a No
or waiting for their hair to grow.
Everyone is just waiting.

Waiting for the fish to bite
or waiting for wind to fly a kite
or waiting around for Friday night
or waiting, perhaps, for their Uncle Jake
or a pot to boil, or a Better Break
or a sting of pearls, or a pair of pants
or a wig with curls, or Another Chance.
Everyone is just waiting.

NO!
That's not for you!

Somehow you'll escape
all that waiting and staying.
You'll find the bright places
where Boom Bands are playing.

With banner flip-flapping,
once more you'll ride high!
Ready for anything under the sky.
Ready because you're that kind of a guy!

Oh, the places you'll go! There is fun to be done!
There are points to be scored. there are games to be won.
And the magical things you can do with that ball
will make you the winning-est winner of all.
Fame! You'll be famous as famous can be,
with the whole wide world watching you win on TV.

Except when they don't.
Because, sometimes, they won't.

I'm afraid that some times
you'll play lonely games too.
Games you can't win
'cause you'll play against you.

All Alone!
Whether you like it or not,
Alone will be something
you'll be quite a lot.

And when you're alone, there's a very good chance
you'll meet things that scare you right out of your pants.
There are some, down the road between hither and yon,
that can scare you so much you won't want to go on.

But on you will go
though the weather be foul
On you will go
though your enemies prowl
On you will go
though the Hakken-Kraks howl
Onward up many
a frightening creek,
though your arms may get sore
and your sneakers may leak.

On and on you will hike
and I know you'll hike far
and face up to your problems
whatever they are.

You'll get mixed up, of course,
as you already know.
You'll get mixed up
with many strange birds as you go.
So be sure when you step.
Step with care and great tact
and remember that Life's
a Great Balancing Act.
Just never forget to be dexterous and deft.
And never mix up your right foot with your left.

And will you succeed?
Yes! You will, indeed!
(98 and 3 / 4 percent guaranteed.)

KID, YOU'LL MOVE MOUNTAINS!

So...
be your name Buxbaum or Bixby or Bray
or Mordecai Ali Van Allen O'Shea,
you're off to Great Places!
Today is your day!
Your mountain is waiting.
So...get on your way!

Posted by angelfyre_bubi at 03:28 PM | criticize please

August 31st, 2008

wawa

heard the concert didn't finish. hope ely didn't have another stroke. must be because of the heat.

ANYWAY, had my own tribute earlier this morning so it was fine.

just got home from aoui's party. heeeeheeeehee.

had funnage with my girls... and old HS friends.

ALSO, i was talking about film to therese. I think i spent a chunk of the night just talking to her about it. It was very.. good. sort of reconfirmed my love for it. a little bit. eheh.

also yea, that old HS friends bit, hehe had fun.. if you know what i mean ;p

Posted by angelfyre_bubi at 01:11 AM | criticize please

September 1st, 2008

ghad. i need to go on a diet. furreals.

its either that or magically cough up millions of pesos for liposuction.

hate it. >={

Posted by angelfyre_bubi at 12:22 AM | criticize please