SUNKISSED BRONZED PERFECTION

it feels so surreal. this feels so surreal.

my parents officially know that i'm leaving dlsu for good.

i'm so relieved its unbelievable.

plus my eyes have never been this swollen since the day i left for rhode island.

now, i can breathe. 

i won the bday game! hahahah! well okay, it was a radio game but hey!! ahhahahaha yahooo! so it was totally unplanned. I was just waiting for malin inside the car at the fort cause we were inquiring at piedra for her party and then then the jocks called for the birthday month.. it was october.. i hesitated a bit thinking that every single october-ian would call, but their phone rang on my first try... so the game was that if you were born in october, you get movie tickets.. if they guessed the exact date, you win p1000 cash. and for about months that i've been listening to that game, no one has ever gotten it yet. I swear i thought i won't. but the jock said 17!!!!!!!!! what are the chances.. i feel so lucky!! hahahahahah yaaaaaaaaayyyyyy!!! :D :D :D

i suddenly feel... happier.

suddenly. 

Chris brown is hot.. and he's got the nicest smile.. hihihihi

I'm not saying it was your fault,
although you could have done more
oh your so naive yes so
how could this be done
youre such a smiling sweetheart
oh and your sweet and pretty face
it's such a lovely way
something so beautiful
that everytime i look inside
i know he knows I'm not fond of asking
true or false it maybe he's still out to get me
i know he knows I'm not fond of asking
true or false it maybe he's still out to get me
i may say it was your fault cause i know you could have done more
oh your so naive yes so
how could this be done by such a smiling sweetheart
oh and your sweet and pretty face
it's such a lovely way
something so beautiful
that everytime i look inside
i know he knows I'm not fond of asking
true or false it maybe she still out to get me
i know he knows I'm not fond of asking
true or false it maybe she still out to get me
how could this be done by such a smiling sweetheart
oh your so naive yes so,
such an ugly thing someone so beautiful
and everytime your on her side
i know he knows I'm not fond of asking
true or false it maybe he's still out to get me
i know he knows I'm not fond of asking
true or false it maybe he's still out to get me
just don't let me down
and hold on to your kite.

-lilly allen 

 

i feel silly. silly good.  

so i tell my parents last monday. and i have never been so elated in my life.. now, just seeing the figures that i will spend to visit the school, to pay for the tuition, the dorm and everything else...

crappy. now i feel so guilty im not sure i'm super happy now.

argh!!!!

so its cheaper than a brand new car....

i'm fine.

going to cebu tomorrow.

 

Went to Cebu yesterday... i didn't immediately feel it, but i did. when i got back here in Manila. i DO belong there. i DO i DO i DO.. anyway, i was still thinking twice about it so when i found out we didn't have class that night, i spent about 10 minutes inside the LS chapel. just sitting.. and asking for signs to confirm that i'm doing the right thing. a cool breeze, the window closing shut. i didn't get it. but when i saw a pedestrian wearing a cebu shirt, i knew it. *sigh*

 

ADdiction launch tonight. FINALLY. the entire launch was like 20 minutes and then mar jax and i split. well, not totally. swung to jaipur for my much needed apple shisha, then to cafeteria to pig out, then to cuisine for a swig of my magic potion. it was okay.

i've never liked blue and white before. not especially stripes. but tonight was an exception   

lalalala i'm hella bored. i think my sg knows i'm stalking him. hahah although that's ex-sg and i couldn't care less about him anymore. nyahahaha.

its so embarassing though, if he does know. eheheheheheh hohummmity.. i'm writing this story. its still on the intro part- like introducing the characters their background etc. i think its actually pretty interesting since the plot is very common but its totally different? its hard to explain. basta. :D

bored still. i don't wanna eat, i can sleep.. or watch tv.. i'm thinking if i should go to my alternative class today too... kinda tamad. ugh.

bleepbloopbleep

oh, i found myself jumping up and down for that basketball game last night. hahaah hella funny since i kinda knew who was gonna win.. i was cheering my ass off. totally weird.

pfffffft 

 

www.xanga.com/angelfyre_bubi -> this old blog i found.. i was re-reading it.. funny funny stuff.  

Tonight would have been a very big leap for me and all woman kind. Tonight I made he-who-shall-not-be-named realize what a complete idiot he was for being with the 2^nd dirtiest girl in the whole world and for not dancing with me during prom… If only it didn’t end scary. Malin lost her bag, and she was carried out of the bar. SHE WAS CARRIED OUT OF THE BAR.. by the bouncer. Fucking scary.

 

Thanks to my totally fabulous new hair do (I promise to always trust Ms. Lita), my oh so cute outfit (thanks to Dorothy Perkins for never failing me, Giordano and VNC) and my smudge-proof eyeliner (elianto, I will worship you forever). I was so banging. Everyone was checking me out- I promise. J mwahahahahahahahahhahahaah

 

HE HAD TO CHANGE SEATS TO KEEP HIMSELF FROM LOOKING AT ME. Mwahahahahahhahahaah.

And I was totally fine. Fine-age. I could have sworn that I saw him kick himself in the ass for passing up such a fine lady like myself. Mwahahahahahahahah

Oh, now I so totally have closure.

I may go to hell for sounding vair vair vain in my previous entry...

but there is no other way to explain it! hahahah

lovesit. ;D 

funny how a picture can fuel a usually nice person's anger.

Good thing i had some sort of outlet. hmmm. I have more things to say actually. It just escaped me.