SUNKISSED BRONZED PERFECTION

so after that glorious day (my previous entry) it rained hella hard, left us with no electricity for almost a week, rained hard AGAIN and flooded our house. I think that was more than what i was expecting. A day of me being extra happy= a week of the complete opposite.

I'd say that would be unfair. I seriously think that freak of a typhoon was a message from the gods to whoever was guilty (i.e. me) for whatever reason (my hiatus) would take the hint and learn their lesson already.

BUT life goes on and i am still alive.

hmmmm.. sassaj just left.. had lotsa fun with her and the gang. was in rockwell everyday for that past 2 weeks to hang out and catch up. don't think i'll be going out as often now that i don't have any reason to. I'll just stay here and study my ass off.

i just journaled till i got super tired and slept right away. goodness.

i just kept writing whatever was in my head.

i think i should stay out of my head more. if  you know what i mean.

i really don't feel like it.. well, maybe because its 3 days away. but still. shouldn't i be excited or something? shouldn't i feel anxious? ... i don't. bleehh.hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

i can't be doing this AGAIN.. this is too soon, not to mention, too hard. I can't attach myself to something intangible. My mind is getting crazy again, i can't do this- i have to stop it RIGHT NOW.

 

nononononononononononononononononononononono

 

i think raf's craziness may have rubbed off on me when we were talking.

this is definitely gonna rob me of my weekend.

 

i may be bipolar. and need meds. gimmemedsmedsmedsmeds....

HA! no one has touched my honeycomb. yahoo

 

 

GAWD!!!! I'M GETTING CRAZY OVER HERE!! 

i have evidences to prove that i am bipolar...

in the morning i was drifting,

the afternoon, i was giddy,

later after that i was anxious and sad,

and now i'm ecstatic with happiness... i'm so elated. i love my friends sooooooo much.

They surprised me and kim for our birthday!!!! i love them!!!

i think i'm just sobering up from krishas party thing

and i drove home!

grabe. i'm okidokidokidoki. didn't stay long because the party was getting too.. uhm.. i dunno.. too many people were coming in, i don't think i would've enjoyed if i stayed longer.

krishas st. scho friends are sooo funny! ahhaha

 

lalala

good thing i didn't have a boy to drunk call/text..

but somehow i want one..??

that freaking alize gets me every single time

ew, i'm turning 19.

Okay, I haven't been this busy in sooo sooo sooo long.. but i love it! the magazine and midterms are actually keepng me sane! If it wasn't for that, id be all up in the internet typing novel-like blogs. I have sooo many things to say but I don't know where to start! plus i don't really want to here since i'm in a public place :D hahahah basta... some other time :D its all been good!!