SUNKISSED BRONZED PERFECTION

Its been a few.

I am okay i think.. i've settled down. just got back from the beach. it was more relaxing than fun really.. although it was fun. Hmmm.. now i am just chilling.. like before.

I CAN wait for school to start.

Just watched my hubby #2 (channing tatum) he is an ALL AROUND GOD! my hunky. grarr.

speaking of gods. I have my SG et. al. desire on hold. I like it like this.. that i'm not thinking of any of them.  

my body is aching all over. ow ow ow ow.. even when i breathe it hurts.

tomorrow, school starts. I'm not really excited. It's just something to do. I don't necessarily have to like it but im doing it anyway. I have no expectations for this term except that i'm gonna be dead from all of my math classes. (damnit) hmm.. i dunno, im just.. there.

existing. not exactly living.

GAAAAHHH! I CAN'T TAKE THIS!

 They are NO WHERE to be found! I feel blind.. i feel lost.. i feel like i've been going to the wrong school. NOT EVEN  A GLIMPSE! i'm having sg withdrawal here!! i can't breathe...

hmm.. i suddenly don't feel like writing. bleh

"could it be i'm suffering because i'll never give in? won't say that i'm falling in love."

                                                         -Corrine rae bailey, trouble sleeping

 

ladidadida oh shit.. i left the tv on. laters

we are all living in a world ruled by a sadist god who doesn't know that a person can only take so much.

 

today it rained.

I had one class,

I pulled off the i-just-pulled-this-out-of-my-closet look with matching truckers,

I landed a photography gig for a magazine in less than 5 minutes,

and although i might have looked very confuzzled in the andrew building, I confirmed that one bball varsity player found me attractive.

mwahahahahahahahaha

did i say we also have broadband now?

oh.. and there's no school tomorrow.

:D