SUNKISSED BRONZED PERFECTION

well, it has been a while. school has been crazy. This Presentation I have been preparing for for over a week is finally OVER.. that's the good part. Bad part is that the Prof Roasted me alive. not in a personal-i'm-gonna-cry sort of way, I really just didn't need that cause i was already drained and tired and exhausted, and i don't wanna do that ever again. ALthough, i did get good presentation tips from him. I know it was all for the greater good- Since i'm "serving the public" and all.

Hmm... my classes are okay. Glad i'm getting my study habits from the states back. been waiting for that to show up. THinking of joining the literary magazine of dlsu-as a photographer.. hope i'm good enough. hmm...

Before i forget and turn into a bunch of hormonal.. well hormones, I'd just like to say that Cirque du Soleil has a new show based on the music of the Beatles. it's called Love, i saw a small preview.. it looks FANTASTIC.

ANYWAY, on to the hormones...I cired myself to sleep last night. Super crazy, I didn't know what i was even crying for. It seemed like all the tears just ganged up on me...

REalized too that i'm not holding on to anything.

Part 1 got lost somewhere, Totally not my fault.

Anyway, As i said in the first one, i got in malate as a photographer. Hoorah hoorah..

I just don't know though if they got all the photo applicants.. hmmm pootek.. now i'm tamad to type all the others down. damn this.

I've changed.

A whole lot.

I don't know if it's for the better or if I'm supposed to learn something out of this, I don't know. What I do know though is that..

I've changed.

No more of that little "Thank you's", no more of the "I'm sorry's" and no more "I need you's" either. No more period.

I know I'm different.

Sometimes I wish I could go back to the old me- holding on, fighting to death for it.

Sometimes I'm glad I did it- Freed from the chains and shackles.

I'm different now.