SUNKISSED BRONZED PERFECTION

yea... stress... in school.. not at home anymore.. it sort of transferred. Anyway, supposed to be in school today but i still have to study for this one effin long test that i will take in 3 hours. to add to that, i have 2 papers, 1 video to shoot and edit, 1 more test to study for, 1 project WITH paper to do all due next tuesday. How amazing is that.. and to top it all off, i don't even have the weekend to do it because i will be attending a debut (i sitll don't know what to wear) and manning our bazaar booth in alabang. WHY DID THEY HAVE TO FUCKING UNLOAD IT ALL ON US, in ONE FUCKING DAY?!

Yea, that's right... tell me, how many?

ALWAYS, i'm one step ahead...

It's so true, it's almost hilarious.

you might want to keep up

although from the looks of it,

i don't think you're capable.

Let me know if you want to

redeem yourself.

 

Terms almost done... FINALLY!!!... good gawwwd, i didn't think i'd actually last that long.. hahaha there were so many times that i wanted to give up and just fly back to the states. hahahhahah i'm probably gonna though, in a while-maybe.

just lounging about, trying to finish my psych final paper. I love the weather! it's so cool and calm and relaxing :D

HA! term is officially DONE!

now all i have to worry about are the freaking course cards...

jeeeeeze i hope i pass all my subjects.. i really really do.. i don't wanna

repeat ANYTHING! gaaaaaahhhh... soooo... hmmmm

what to do... what to do...

oh yea, busted my lip just now.. i look like i fought with someone.. haha

hmmm.. that might be a good story to tell.. hahahahaha ;p

wanting to get out

but you can't.

trapped in your own body

your soul screams

mind's racing

everything happening

at once

outside... take me outside

get me out

No i mean, literally.. i don't know if it's because i'm PMS-ing or because i'm getting sick or because (God forbid) something went wrong and it went straight up to my brain to temporarily paralyze my sensory strip. I can feel, but i don't like FEEL it... gaaah, hard to explain. i don't know i hope and PRAY that this is temporary because this is totally totally weird.

On to a lighter note,

been frying my brain cells with fake dvd's and the tv. we went to mcs yesterday and went crazy with dvds.. so now, i'm stuck here, on the FIRST day of my term break breezing through the entire season 2 of scrubs and wedding crashers- in one day. haven't been eating right too, oh looky here it's just like summer vacation all over again. :D

maybe i'm feeling numb cause i've been lying down the entire weekend?

or there are one too many dosages of meds in my body...?

or maybe i've had my glasses on for too long....?

or maybe it's karma.... bullshit. 

i was staring at my immigrant application last night.....

i dunno.. i will fill it out...  

in a few hours, we weill be boarding a plane to davao...

did i mention that i just got home from a 9 hour drive from ilocos?

yes... although, i do LOVE the travelling

it ddnt come as an epiphany... sort of just a realization really... nothings holding me back now, my family is supporting me, my friends are already leaving themselves and by the time im there, 2 close friends of mine are already there... theres really nothing.. here for me. im gonna work on my visa first thing 2006.

I understand what you are trying to do... detaching me from everything that i think would keep me here... you have no idea how thankful i am for that.